Guiding Grace

Guiding Grace

One day in the summer of 1999, I had decided to ride my bike to work. I was meditating on Sri Chinmoy's photograph, when I got a very distinct feeling that I should not go yet. So I continued meditating, and a short time later I got the inner message that I could go now. Inwardly I asked, "Is anything going to happen?" To my surprise, the answer was yes. So I started asking more questions. "Should I drive my car?" "No." "You sure?" "Yes." "Will I be OK?" "Yes." And with that yes, I felt some peace. I thought, "I am supposed to experience something, God wants me to bike and I will be OK." So off I went. I was extra careful and more aware than usual of the traffic, looking for anything that might be strange. As I was approaching an intersection, there was a car in the opposite turn lane coming towards me, wanting to make a left turn. I was going with the traffic, right behind one car, with two cars behind me. I thought there was no way that the car turning had enough room to go between the three approaching cars and myself. I was wrong. As soon as the first car went through the intersection, the car turning left accelerated. All I saw was a mass of steel coming at me, and I knew it was all over for me—the car would not be able to stop in time. I hit the brakes hard and went airborne over the handlebars. That's when everything went into slow motion. I was flying through the air looking at the oncoming car's grille, when I noticed that my left foot was still clipped onto the pedal and I was dragging the bike airborne with me. Time was going so slow that I unclipped my left foot and went back to watching the grille. It was plastic but still intimidating. I was totally amazed that the car had not hit me yet, but I was thinking about the next issue: landing without being run over. I knew that I needed to tuck and roll as fast as I could away from the car. As I landed, I was still watching the car. Why had it still not hit me? I rolled out of the way, and then everything went back to normal speed. I was lying on the street taking a quick inventory of myself. All I had was a little elbow scrape! The car had stopped, but the driver sat frozen to the steering wheel. The other two cars had swerved and just missed her. I found my bike; the chain had fallen off, but otherwise it was fine. I meditated for a moment with gratitude, then I fixed the chain and was ready to go. The driver was still glued to the steering wheel. She had not even looked at me. Walking over to her car, I tapped on her window and it slowly came down. I asked if she was OK. She said, "I never saw you. I never saw you." I just smiled. I know that there was no physical way possible, once she had accelerated into the turn, that she would have been able to stop in time. Guru had warned me about the situation and told me I would be "all right". Actually, I felt super-excellent, partly from the adrenaline rush, but most of all from knowing that Guru is right here all the time watching over me and guiding me. Such a feeling of wonderment and gratitude I had all day long and still have, knowing of Guru's guiding grace.

Yuyudhan (Minneapolis)

Guiding And Protecting Us

Guiding And Protecting Us

Once I was conducting a meditation class when one of the seekers approached me at the end of the class. She was a middle-aged Austrian woman who had some psychic powers. She said that when I stood up and commenced talking at the beginning of the class, a tall man wearing a turban stood behind me with folded arms. I felt it was one of Sri Chinmoy's inner beings and showed her Sri Chinmoy's meditation photo on the table, asking if this was who it was. She said, "No, that is not the one." Each week of the class she had the same experience and would come and tell me. On one occasion she said she tried to ask the being who he was, but the being was too high for her to reach. Around this time, Guru completed his poetry series Ten Thousand Flower-Flames. To celebrate, it was decided that I would lecture on Guru's philosophy and poetry for 60 hours. I invited meditation class members to attend at some time during the 60 hours. The Austrian psychic lady came with her husband and was transfixed on a spot behind my shoulders as she listened to me reading Guru's poetry. There were several pictures of Guru around the room. She approached me before leaving and said, "Yes, it is your Master, but he doesn't look like the meditation picture. He looks more like this smiling picture." It is experiences like this that make us aware that no matter how far away from Guru we live, he is with us every second, every moment, guiding and protecting us.

Sipra (Adelaide)

Divine Hand

Divine Hand

In mid-January, after my trip to Ukraine and Estonia, I found myself on my way to Moscow—a 17-hour train ride. The plan, as discussed with Lotika, was that I would fly from Moscow to Siberia to visit the Tomsk Centre, since no one from there had ever had the opportunity to visit New York. I was excited about experiencing the very cold weather of this fabled region. On a very antiquated small plane, I departed for Siberia late in the evening, wearing several layers of clothes because I had been warned about the cold. It was still dark when we landed around 6 a.m. After disembarking, I was looking over the small sea of faces for one that glowed, but I could not see anyone who looked like a disciple. Most of the people were taxi drivers with cigarettes clenched between their teeth. I followed the people who were heading into a small airport building, but it was just as cold inside as it was outside. I saw no signs for the baggage area, so I asked the first person I saw, an oriental man. I inquired if he understood English, and he answered in a very fine accent, almost New Yorkese, "Yes, what do you need?" I told him I was wondering where we claim our baggage, and he said to follow him, since he was going there also. My baggage arrived, but there was still no disciple in sight to help me. I decided I would just wait there, and I was sure that someone would come to get me. On my whole trip, there had always been a good network of disciples to take care of me, thanks to Lotika. Everyone left, and the only people who remained were this oriental man and his cigarette-smoking taxi driver. He came over and asked if he could help me, but I explained that I would be all right, that my friends were sure to come soon. He offered to make a phone call for me, to see what had happened, but when I gave him Lotika's number in Moscow, he discovered that the phone does not call outside of Tomsk. "I cannot leave you in the airport," he told me, "because you will freeze to death. This I cannot allow." "Oh, I'll be all right," I replied. But after some discussion in Russian with his driver, he proposed to take me to his house and call Lotika from there. I felt perfectly at ease with this plan, since I knew that the Supreme was taking care of me. On the way to his home, he pointed out some of the historical buildings, and I was surprised at how modern this town was, and so civilised. I somehow had envisioned that Siberia was one vast snow-covered mountain. After a 30-minute drive, we arrived at his apartment and met his ten-year-old son and his very pretty wife. She was getting ready to leave for work, but took the time to prepare breakfast for me. My rescuer, Slava Lee, called Lotika, who gave him three other numbers to call, and soon a disciple also named Slava said he would come to get me. Within twenty minutes he arrived—a tall boy who spoke English very well and was one of the leaders of the Tomsk Centre. It turned out that the disciple who was supposed to pick me up had an accident on the way to the airport, but fortunately no one was hurt. I was very grateful to the Supreme for sending my rescuer. I would have frozen to death in that empty, unheated airport building, where it was 35 degrees below zero and hardly anyone spoke English. The people in the Tomsk Centre were thrilled that I had made the effort to visit them in the dead of winter. But I shall never forget that other Slava, who was guided by a Divine Hand.

Snehashila (New York)

Concentrating

Concentrating

During Sri Chinmoy's visit to Prague in March 1999, when we were getting ready to leave the hotel in the morning after a very short night, I parked my car near where Guru was standing in front of the hotel, as there was no other place. Guru was intently looking at my car, as if concentrating on it—I had no idea why. Later, when we were driving from Prague to Budapest, for many hours I just postponed refilling the diesel. Since the gauge indicating the amount of diesel still available is not very exact, I thought that everything would be all right. But near the end of our trip, we ran out of diesel and had to stop on the highway, two miles short of the next gas station. When a diesel car runs out of fuel, it can cause serious trouble. The car has to be restarted by an auto mechanic in a costly procedure, and even if you manage to start it again without this procedure, some parts may be damaged. But there on the highway, after some moments of anxiety and hope, and after a few false starts, the engine went on and nothing was damaged. At that moment my wife Ishita reminded me of how Guru had been concentrating on the car a few hours before.

Jyotishman (Zurich)

Chanting Supreme

Chanting "Supreme"

One evening around 9 p.m., I was driving in the countryside towards a town two hours away. I had driven to this town a few times for work, but had mostly travelled during the daytime. This night I decided to take a shortcut that I had discovered before, and I turned off the highway. A little farther along, it began to occur to me that the road was narrower than I remembered. However, I dismissed this little whispered warning and drove on regardless, reassuring myself that the signpost where I had turned had the appropriate towns written on it. I was travelling just under the speed limit, but it was much too fast to cope with what happened next. The road suddenly became a dirt road with corrugations and pot holes, and I hit a huge ditch. The car flew into the air, landed and began skidding. As if in slow motion, I saw a pole coming towards me. The car was completely out of control and I felt sure that my life was about to end. Then inwardly I felt what I can only describe as a fork in the road. Either I would survive or my soul would leave my body on this lonely country road. I screamed "Supreme" over and over. Instantly I felt invisible hands reach down and guide the car away from the pole and into a gentle spin. The car came to a halt facing the opposite direction, but without a scratch on it! I felt so strongly that I had been saved by chanting "Supreme".

Sushmitam (Geelong)

Back To Normal

Back To Normal

One winter a Russian friend of mine started coming to visit us at Annam Brahma restaurant, where I work, very frequently. She was telling me about some experiences she was having that seemed quite strange. One day she told me something on the telephone that made me think, "Wow, this is really unusual. I think I'd better tell Sri Chinmoy about this. It might be serious." Just as we hung up and I had this thought, Guru immediately telephoned. I told him what my friend had been telling me: that she was having difficulty sleeping at night and that her husband was very upset because she seemed to be behaving strangely. She described some kind of being that was coming each night and hovering over her while she was lying in bed. It had big, broad, mesh-like wings, almost like some kind of insect, and it was hovering over her and flapping its wings more and more intensely and vigourously. It was trying to become her friend, and it was telling her to forget everything and just listen to it. She couldn't sleep. She was hearing voices and she was fascinated by this thing. It was coming more and more frequently and more and more powerfully, hovering just over her bed—a big, giant thing. As soon as I told Guru, he wanted me to try very carefully to explain what my friend had said. I did the best I could from memory, but Guru said this was not adequate. He said my friend had been attacked by a very serious force, similar to black magic or occult forces. Only a spiritual Master of the highest order, an occultist of the highest order, could fight these forces and take them away before they could execute permanent damage. They could either cause the person to go completely crazy or attack them physically so that they would have a heart attack or be paralysed or actually die. Guru said the attack was at quite an advanced stage, so he wanted me to ask my friend if she would be willing to come and meditate with him privately. She agreed. Soon after, at our evening function, Guru invited my friend into his private room. He had me stand behind her while he meditated on her very seriously. After that, the being went away, and gradually my friend regained a more normal state and could sleep.

Nishtha (New York)

Always There To Protect Me

Always There To Protect Me

I feel that Sri Chinmoy has shown me the value of God's constant protection on numerous occasions. When I was studying in Salzburg, I always went to the university by bike. One day, out of the blue, I was wondering what would happen if I collided with a car. I told myself that it is stupid to think of an accident and tried to get rid of those thoughts. Some weeks later I was riding to the university in a hurry, much faster than usual. At one crossing the lights were nearly changing from green to yellow, but I decided not to stop and went on straight. In front of me I saw a huge BMW that wanted to turn left, but I did not worry about it because I had the right of way. Suddenly I realised, "O my God, the driver does not see me!" Immediately I braked very hard and turned the front wheel to the left. The car drove by very near but without touching the bike or me. Then it stopped short and I said to myself, "Now he has seen me." I was shivering and still standing in the middle of the crossing. Around me all the cars where waiting until I slowly got to the side of the street. I wasn't in a hurry any more but full of gratitude. I knew that to come down from my speed to a full stop within those few seconds was simply impossible, especially when you have such an old bicycle. For me this was some kind of miracle and I remembered my thoughts about an accident some weeks before.

Claudia (Munich)